My heart is no longer mine when I give it to you. And it is always with you that’s why it hurts so much when you lie not to me but to yourself. Exactly when you don’t let others know that you have a boyfriend or fiancee or making them feel that you are single. Sometimes don’t feel that you are proud of me in front of them, and confuse why it is hard for you to tell them about us. I love you for I will forgive and try to understand but you don’t deserve my tears anymore…

I have to love you more to cover up this pain but I can’t hold my breath much longer. I can say I love you forever but my life is already over.

I can embrace and accept every reason you can say and convince myself beyond the doubt. You may not perfectly the kind of girl I want, but here I am accepted you from the start willing and waiting for you to grow up.

And after all the things you’ve done, I cried so many times. My eyes are crying, my brain is freezing, my heart is burning, and I don’t know where I am. I just see myself crying and shaking. Thank you for all the memories of love and joy we’ve share. Thank you for I have the best you ever become and those happy moments put smile on my face.

I can be happy loving you, but if you turn away from me, I will tell you again that I will never have to cry because you don’t deserve my tears.